Hi guys...i need your help..
I'm posting as an unregisted user...cos alot of people know me.....and well yeah...
I'm feeling really really low at the moment....i am in second year, and i wouls say i am fairly well known in the town and uni...well, basically because i am loud and stuff..
I feel as if i want to leave....i am just not happy anymore...moved in with differnt flatmates this year cos last year they werent my sort of people (or so i thought) and i am not happy..basically because i mean i get on with them, but feel left out alot, because they are all best friends..and i am like the one used when no one is around.....and my other friends live in another flat and then i feel left out....it all sounds pretty immature, but its so hard....
No one would believe me writing this becasue i am happy and chirpy and make peopel laugh all the time..i bottle up my feelings and there is NO ONE to tell because they are like yeah dont be stupid you have lots of friends, how can you say that, etc etc, but to be fair, its not like that at all.....
I really dont know what to do.....i am really low about this and have been for a while.....
And while we are at it, most of my friends seem to have people that like them, chasinf after them, someone's house to go to...whereas no one ever seems to show an interest in me...i know everyone says that, but well that is how i feel and i believe its true.