by screenager on Wed Jul 13, 2005 9:40 am
Still having your V-plates at the age of 21 or whenever is nothing to be ashamed of, though if that were the case with me, I'd be dying of curiosity, above anything else.
When I was still a virgin I always used to say that I'd lose my innocence to someone I loved. I wanted it to be special, etc.
However, in practice, I don't think it never works out that way. Some time during my GCSEs some complete slapper was quite abvious about her intentions and I couldn't contain my curiosity - and, to those of you who are still virgins, before you start thinking that you'd be above such an offer and would have no trouble rejecting it, let me say that I always said I would have no trouble knocking back such an offer. When you're in the heat of the moment and you know that satisfying your curiosity is only 3 minutes away, rational thought goes out the window!
I have no regrets about this at all. Six months later I ended up in a relationship with a girl who was still a virgin. As I had recently had my burning curiosity satisfied, she felt much more at ease to take her time about it. She felt no pressure.
Secondly, to all people out there who are waiting for the perfect moment, forget it. It won't be perfect. Somehow society expects people to be good at it the first time, which is an unrealistic expectation. For most people, the first time will inevitably be fumbled and you'll feel just as self-conscious as you would if you were with someone you didn't love, albeit for different reasons.
I have known plenty of people who have waited for the perfect moment. In all these cases, the response has been "Where has this been all my life!?" The relationship in which they first experienced sex inevitably has come to an end and they are left feeling as though they might as well have started sleeping with people earlier and thus gained the experience.
I suppose there are also some people who keep delaying sex because they are convinced that an 'even more perfect' moment will arive. In all seriousness, it won't. Sex with someone for the first time is always slightly fumbled and experimental. Even sleeping with your 10th or 20th sexual partner is slightly experimental (even if you manage to hide it well) because each person likes different things. I think that by continually waiting for the perfect moment you are just setting yourself up for a bigger and bigger fall.
--- Please don't interpret this or the following as patronising. I am not Mr Experience, in fact, quite the opposite, but that doesn't mean I can't analise my own experiences and extrapolate ---
As regards casual sex, I admit hands-down that it's nowhere near as good as sex with someone you deeply love, however with experience I think people learn to think of the two activities as very separate things - this is something I find some virgins are less able to do. There's sex and there's sex, I suppose. Initially, in order to feel totally and completely comfortable, I think the development of the emotional and physical relationships has to go hand in hand - when the physical side of the relationship gets well ahead, people are often left feeling guilty or shallow, immediately after the act itself. However, from what I've seen, people become much better at separating the two sides of the relationship as their experience grows. I believe this is why a lot of people in their early 20s (ie students) are capable of having no-strings-attached sex without any problem and why the less experienced people frown upon it.
Editted because I can't spell. There are probably still 100 mistakes!