by Rufus on Tue Feb 15, 2005 12:16 pm
Whatever you do, don't just leave this to snowball. I've had to take this year out because I was initially anorexic and am now (as a consequence of binge-eating) almost bulimic. This, thankfully, has only been going on for less than a year, but even in this small time it has completely overshadowed and impeded my life. Eventually, things got so bad that I had to wake up and realise what was wrong- I went to talk to my doctor (who was female and very understanding) and I made sure I read up on loads of anorexia and bulimia literature. It's all out there and is a great help just to see that people have gone through the exact same thing and come out the other end. By reading about your disorder, you can understand it and attempt to conquer it. I would recommend that if you really don't want to see a GP about it, read about it. Don't let it get worse. However, there is nothing more lonely than having an eating disorder so talking to someone who knows what there talking about can be extremely beneficial.
An eating disorder is nothing to be ashamed of. There is a way forward but for that you need help. Please don't take all this upon yourself, there are people out there ready to listen.
All the best and I hope it works out for you.