While the advice on this thread has been useful, it's important to remember that sometimes there IS no known cause for depression. So don't feel bad if nothing specific has kicked it off. It can be as simple as a chemical imbalance in your brain that is causing you to feel like this. If you're anaemic then you feel bad cos there's an imbalance in your blood, right ? Well, if you're depressed, then it could well be that there's an imabalnce in your hormones/ serotonin levels etc....but you'd never say to anaemic person "pull yourself togehter...be more active"...so if people start telling you to get a grip, don't take any notice.
And don't feel bad about having to take pills if that's what it takes. You need iron if you're anaemic, so you may well need something with serotonin if you're depressed. It's not being 'passive' as tintin calls it; depression, real clinical depression, is a severe illness which NO ONE would ever choose to suffer from. It can be life and soul destroying. But you've taken the first big step which is admitting there's a problem and gone to the Doctors. THat was really brave. You've set the ball rolling already. THere are loads of therapies that you can try, and your Doctor is sure to recommend some.
The Depression Support Group might be a very good way to meet other sufferers, and you can get in touch with them through SupNet (
supnet@st-and.ac.uk) If you just want to chat to someone in confidence though, a trained professional rather than other students, then I'd suggest Student Support (
sss@st-and.ac.uk)
They have a number of lovely intake workers who can just listen to you in confidence and then help you work out what you want to do next.
Depression can be a lonely business: please try and remember you're not alone. One in four people is thought to suffer from depression at some time in their lives. I hope you get things sorted.
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