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Idealist wrote on 02:34, 22nd Mar 2005:
Hi Dave,
I'm gonna keep my identity secret here, but we both know one another from something in common in the past, and I have watched you torment yourself on here and in the real world. You keep saying no one likes u, u feel alone..well maybe its that way because you believe it, or because you make it so. I really don't believe that its just bad luck. You want friends? Well, why the did the last time I speak to you, u couldn't get away from me quickly enough, and the last time I saw you, I smiled at u and was about to say hi, and you completely blanked me. We have never had cross words, we barely know one another, but know each other enough to say hi.
Maybe you have to change your MO a bit, stop wallowing in self pity, telling the world how depressed you are (save that 4 close friends), just be friendly and don't piss ppl off. I'm a fairly friendly person, I get on with everyone I know so I dont c y u would be any different.
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I too have to second what you just said there. I will also keep my identity a secret.
I also know Dave and I have to admit, I have seen you torment yourself. It's almost as if you like others pitying you.
I've spoken to you a few times and in all those times, you never once tried to be happy. Happiness is at your door, all you gotta do is grab it. What you're doing, you may not know, is punishing the people around you.
Oh and one last thing, you keep claiming you have no friends, but you're the one who brushed me off.
Like your thread, "lots of people know you, why "DO" you feel so alone?" Perhaps that's what you want.